Blockage

I sit alone, my insides twisting. I have felt this way before, not so long ago. My heart is heavy, crumbling within me. And as it breaks, peices lodge inside me in places they shouldn't be... makeing movement painful. I need someone close to me... someone to hold me and peice back together the peices of my heart. I need to be rid of this choke sob that clenches at my throat, that won't leave no matter how many tears I shed or crys have escaped my lips.

I can't explain it, but my words help. I let them flow from me and it makes things easier... Writing has always helped me put my feelings in order and sort things out in my mind...