i'm scared. i've always believed i'm scared of pain... but now i'm thinkin i'm scared of permant or fatal pain.
if i'm being honest, i cause myself more pain then most. just not by mking myself bleed.
i'm scared to post this, because i'm scared of what others will say..
but i've just been toying with things...
my biggest worry is burns... because when i'm upset, i shower, and if i'm upset in the shower i continuiously tunr down the cold and up the hot water. my showers have become scalding before, and i like it. it's scary.
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I like a good hot shower! Even if my skin is red! Feels good..
ReplyDeleteYou can punish yourself worse than any external punishment! Been there, Done that.